I have tried to blog that last couple of days mostly they are vents to I decided not to post them. Through the venting and Kevin's message Wednesday I really want to see if I am giving God my best and if not why and how I can change that. Yesterday, as I was extremely tired, I never turned on the radio to my car. I am always listening to music. So, last night as I was driving home from my parents house I went to turn on the radio and I really felt as though God pulled my hand away and said stop and just listen. So, I did and in that time I began to pray and ask God what he wanted me to listen to. Here is what I got from my silent day of driving yesterday.
First - God said fast, then I said I have never been successful with a fast. He showed me that it didnt have to be a fast of food. When I felt like God told me not to turn on the radio that he wanted me to listen showed me that this is a fast for me. So, over the next several weeks I am not going to listen to radio in my car or in my house. I am usually in my car several times a time and that is the first thing I do once that car is turned on. (Not for a while) Also, when I am cleaning my house I am usaully listening to musci. (Not for a while) I now need to figure out a way to fix the alarm and wake up without the music and having a corinary when the alarm buzzer goes off. LOL He will make it work.
Second - God wants my full undivided attention and He was telling me that this is how he is going to get it. I prayed Wednesday night that God would show me how to give my best I believe that it starts with giving Him your attention.
If you read this please pray for me during the next 21 days. Here are my prayers. God show me the areas that I am not giving you my best and show me how to actually give you my best? I want every area of my life to reflect who you are. At the end of the next 21 days God will show himself to me in a way that he never has before. I will have a better idea of God's path for my life and future.
